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Snuffkin - Motivation Post

So today I'm starting my diet again. I'm a bit exited I must say, but also scared. It will take so long to lose all that weight. So my short - term aim is to get to 84 kg. At around this weight I'm starting to feel comfortable again and it's not too much to begin with.




Why?
I'm currently weighing 90 kg. It's been two years since I had that much weight and I'm hating it. And I hate to get comments like: But you look fine and I've just seen you and you shouldn't worry. It's not that I'm afraid what others might think (well it's not the main reason for me) but it's the way I feel about myself. I feel fat and ugly and just disgusted of myself. I can feel my fat rolls when I'm sitting and it's plain disgusting for me.

So yeah, I can't wait to start again.

How?

I'm trying to lose weight with Weight Watchers. It worked really well for me even though it takes a lot of time and discipline. I think it will be easier for me this time, since I already more or less had changed my eating habits. But then I went to Ireland for a few months where we were invited to lots of free food evenings and lots of parties and I had absolutely no exercise.

So I'm beginning with Weight Watchers again and I will do exercise YAY

I will - in time - upload some of my workout videos. I can't wait to show you this one:

http://www.amazon.com/Yoga-Booty-Ballet-Live-Burlesque/dp/B000BVXQO0



It's so much fun to do, and that one guy with the blue T-Shirt looks like Matthew Fox *lol*


So that's my motivation post for today :)

Comments

I might have posted my short term goal, too :-/ 20 kg sound so much, and 10 kg so little, but well.

And the workout looks awesome, can't wait to try it :)

Edited at 2008-01-05 03:14 pm (UTC)
10 kg sounds very much for me too *lol* I think it took 1 1/2 years for me to get rid of that much, so I think I'm happy with my 6 kg. It will take me long enough anyway *g*